Pastrami

“What’s that?” he asks, not letting go of my hand.

“Mommy and I are slices of bread,” I explain, “and you’re a slice of pastrami, and we have to make a pastrami sandwich as fast as we can. Let’s go. First, you lie down on Mommy,” I say, and Lev lies down on Shira’s back and hugs her as hard as he can. I lie on top of them, pressing against the damp earth with my hands so as not to crush them.

“This feels good,” Lev says and smiles.

“Being the pastrami is the best,” Shira says under him.

“Pastrami!” I yell.

“Pastrami!” my wife yells.

“Pastrami!” Lev yells, his voice shaky, either from excitement or fear.

“Daddy,” Lev says, “look, there are ants crawling on Mommy.”

“Pastrami with ants!” I yell.

“Pastrami with ants!” my wife yells.

“Yech!” Lev yells.

And then we hear the boom. Loud, but far away. We stay lying one on top of the other, without moving, for a long time. My arms are starting to hurt from carrying my weight. From the corner of my eye, I can see other drivers who’ve been lying on the highway get up and brush the dirt off their clothes. I stand up, too.

“Lie down,” Lev tells me, “lie down, Daddy. You’re ruining the sandwich.”

I lie down for another minute, and say, “O.K., game’s over. We won.”

“But it’s nice,” Lev says. “Let’s stay like this a little more.”

We stay like that a few seconds longer. Mommy on the bottom, Daddy on the top, and in the middle, Lev and a few red ants. When we finally get up, Lev asks where the rocket is. I point in the direction the explosion came from. “It sounded like it exploded not far from our house,” I say.

“Oof,” Lev says, disappointed, “now Lahav will probably find a piece again. Yesterday, he came to school with a piece of iron from the last rocket, and it had the symbol of the company on it and the name in Arabic. Why did it have to explode so far away?”

“Better far away than close by,” Shira says as she wipes sand and ants off her pants.

“The best would be if it was far enough away so nothing happens to us, but close enough so I could pick up some pieces,” Lev sums up.

“The best would be badminton on Grandpa’s lawn,” I say, and open the door to the back seat of the car.

“Daddy,” Lev says as I’m buckling him in, “promise that if there’s another siren, you and Mommy will play Pastrami with me again.”

“I promise,” I say, “and if it gets boring, I’ll teach you how to play Grilled Cheese.”

“Great!” Lev says, and a second later, he adds more seriously, “but what if there aren’t any more sirens ever?”

“I think there’ll be at least one or two more,” I reassure him.

“And if not,” his mom adds from the front seat, “we can play it without the sirens, too.”

Translated from the Hebrew by Sondra Silverston.